This ain't supposed to happen to me.. Is it?
I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did you got me thinkin' bout our life our house and kids..
So will u bring a better future than I had in the past? Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did.
I don't wanna fall back on my face again... But I've allready did.
Just get back up when it's knocks you down.. But it's so f*cking damn hard! :(
Now it's all just letters on a paper, nothing more, nothing less.. God, that really feels inside.
It just feels like I'm not enough for you and that feeling hurts like hell.I really don't understand, i feel lost. And it all hurts.
Now I feel like an idiot, so stupid and an idiot.
This was one of the most important things in my life,
now there's only dust left from the dream that I thought was ours.
...
..
...
...
Hemma igen.. heltrött!
(Den här låten gick bla. på R. under hela Rättvik så både jag och
sebbe har nynnat på den hela kvällen!)
"Say you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad.
So will u bring a better future than I had in the past?
Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did,
I don't wanna fall back on my face again!
Whoa, whoa, I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call,
Whoa, whoa, and if it hits better make it worth the fall..
Sometimes love comes around and it knocks you down."
The truth always comes and bites me in the ass.
En full vecka som varit..

Måndag:
Naprapaten 09:00, sedan åkte älsklingen och jag ut och fiskade med båten.. helmysigt och jag fick flest fisk ;) Även fast han fick större, men iallafall!
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Tisdag:
Sosso fick upp mig sjukt tidigt, vi åkte till skansen och satt där i 11½ timmar.. Träsmak i arslet var ett faktum men vi hade det sjukt mysigt.. man var lovligt trött efter det! :)
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Onsdag:
Naprapaten 10:30, akupunktur och laserbehandling i nacken. Sedan käkade jag lunch med mamma i odenplan och drack en latte, myyys! Sedan mötte jag petra och vi satt och snackade och bara tog det lugnt i några timmar. Jag åkte ut till Mickis och käkade middag (WOK!) med henne och hennes pappa sedan drog hon och jag till råcksta där min systers syster bor med sin kille. Hon klippte mig, gjorde lugg och vi fick grymt gott kaffe, satt och snackade lite sedan så mötte vi upp killarna i brommaplan :) Efter det åkte jag med sebbe hem till honom, spelade yatzy, kasta gris & poker med hans farsa. Sedan dog vi i sängen!
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Torsdag:
MR-remiss och MR 09:00, somnade inne på MR:en sedan var jag på mors jobb någon timme och åkte sedan till Thilda och käkade bullar, drack kaffe, rökte och bara tog det lugnt. Vid typ 16:00 åkte jag och mötte upp Sosso & Mickis och vi gick in på grönan, efter en timme kom petra också. Tyvärr var det mycket jag inte kunde åka pga. strängt förbud från naprapaten men hade kul ändå! Vid nio drog sosso och mickis sedan så fjollade jag och petra oss till ca 22:45.. Missade tuben, bussen och fick sitta i brommaplan i en halvtimme och vänta på nästa. Var lovligt trött och att man hade en dansbandssnubbe som försökte ragga upp en hjälpte ju inte direkt.. KUL! Not.
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Fredag:
Första dagen jag fick sova ut.. såklart så vaknar jag vid tio... Gick upp och fixa ihop lite saker till Rättvik, tvätta och dylikt.. Sedan åkte jag och farsan ut till färingsö och hämta 4 st kycklingar, SJUKT söta :) Kul att ha för alla syskonbarnen, de var bara 1 dag gamla.. Sedan åkte jag och mickis till vällingby, shoppa på H&M, Ginatricot & Guldfynd. Hitta massor med fina grejjer, wiho! Vi stannade till på systemet på vägen hem, trevligt! Kom hem, in i duschen och så kom älsklingen! Packade lite mer och Mickis kom tillbaka och plockade upp oss.. Vi drog hem till henne där Boding & André var, sminkade mig sedan så begav vi oss ner till Jungfrusund där vi träffade allt möjligt roligt folk och gamla bekanta :) Åkte hem för ca en timme sedan så vi ska upp imorgon och åka till Rättvik.. Dags att sova nu! :)
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Vi kommer hem onsdag kväll, skriver då om jag inte hinner innan ;)
Godnatt folket & ses snart Sthlm =)
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Heh, not again
Ohh, this ain't supposed to happen to me
Keep rockin', and keep knockin'
Whether you Louis Vuitton it up or Reebokin'
You see the hate, that they're servin' on a platter
So what we gon' have, dessert or disaster?
I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in, and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I already won first place
I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did
(As hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin' bout our life our house and kids, yeah
Every mornin' I look at you and smile
'Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down
Knocked me down
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
I never thought I'd, hear myself say, ooh, ya'll gon' head
I think I'm gonna kick it wit my girl today, kick it wit my girl today
I used to be commander and chief
Of my pimp ship flyin' high, flyin' high)
Til I met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky
(Oh shot me out the sky)
Hey, now I'm crashing, don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could back, and make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could
Miss Independent, ohh, to the fullest, the load never too much
She helpin' me pull it
She shot the bullet that ended that life
I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight
Girl sometimes love
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Tell me now can you make it past your Caspers
So we can finally fly off into NASA
You was always the cheerleader of my dreams that
Seem to only date the head of football teams
And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin'
We, were never meant to be baby we just happen
So please, don't mess up the trick, hey young world I'm the new slick rick
They say I move too quick, but we can't let the moment pass us
Let the hourglass pass right into ashes
Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
How could a goddess ask, someone that's only average
For advice, OMG, you listen to that bitch?
Whoa, it's me, baby this is tragic
'Cause we had it, we was magic
I was flyin', now I'm crashin'
This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson
Now I'm mad, real mad, Joe Jackson
You should leave your boyfriend now, I'mma ask him
Say you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So will u bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
Whoa, whoa, I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call
Whoa, whoa, and if it hits better make it worth the fall
(When it comes around)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Won't see it coming when it happens, hey
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down
Won't see it coming when it happens
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down
Yeah
!

Godnatt, lång dag imorgon..!
Hemma hos Mickis! =)

<3?

Thinking..

Sometimes I wonder, do you miss me when i'm not there?
Do you like me feel that the bed is not so warm without me there?
Sometimes you close your eyes when you kiss me, whats on your mind?
Where did all those cute notes and noises go?
Do you know how much you mean to me, i mean really?
Would you cry if i left, would you feel the pain in your chest?
One last thing..
Do you want our fairytale to be real?
I'm inlove with a fairytale.....
Why, why, why
Oh ooh ohh
There you are, in a darkened room
And you're all alone, looking out the window
Your heart is cold and lost the will to love
Like a broken arrow
Here I stand in the shadows
In the shadows
Come to come, come to me
Can't you see that
Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry
My body's longing to hold you
So bad it hurts inside
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life (ohh)
Nobody wants to be lonely
So why (why), why don't you let me love you
Why (ooh ohh yeah), why (oh why), why
Ooh ooh, yeah
Can you hear my voice, do you hear my song
It's a seranade, so your heart can find me, ohh
And suddenly you're flying down the stairs
Into my arms, baby, ohh
Before I start going crazy
Going crazy, ohh
Run to me
Run to me
Cause I'm dying...
Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry (I don't wanna cry)
My body's longing to hold you (I'm longing to hold you)
So bad it hurts inside
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life (ohh)
Nobody wants to be lonely
So why
Why, why don't you let me love you
I wanna feel you need me
Feel you need me
Just like the air you're breathing
Breathing, I need you here in my life
Don't walk away, don't walk away
Don't walk alway, don't walk away
No, no, no, no...
Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry...yeah yeah
Nobody wants to be lonely (yeah ohh ooh)
Nobody wants to cry (nobody wants to cry)
My body's longing to hold you (is longing to hold you)
So bad it hurts inside (hurts inside)
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life (ohh)
Nobody wants to be lonely
So why (why), why don't you let me love you
Let me love you...
Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry (nobody wants to cry...)
My body's longing to hold you (I'm longing to hold you)
So bad it hurts inside (so hurt inside)
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life
Nobody wants to be lonely
So why (why), why don't you let me love you
Why (why), let me love you
Why don't you let me love you
Why, love you, let me love you
Why?
Ny vecka, a new beginning..
<3

Moster & Charlie <3

How nice!
1. Sosso är uppe i sthlm, man ska träffa Petris och köra allsång på skansen med Sosso & Mickis, kan livet bli härligare? Såklart, ska bara ringa Thilda sedan är jag klar! ;)
2. Sosso är här, sosso är här, sosso är här, sosso är här, sosso är här, sosso är här, sosso är här, sosso är här, sosso är här, sosso är här, sosso är här, sosso är här, sosso är här, sosso är här, sosso är här, sosso är här, sosso är här, sosso är här, sosso är här!
3. Min älskade Mickis, mitt samvete!<3
4. Blev moster idag, till en liten flicka! ^^ 7:e syskonbarnet :O
5. Min egna bebis som alltid blir så glad när man kommer hem och viftar på svansen! <3
6. LÖN, FINALLY!
Minus:
1. Infektion i tanden så man käkar kåvepenin och måste till rehabkliniken på måndag för min nacke sedan olyckan, sucks!